Virtual Date: What an Idea

I proposed an idea to get out of this family mess (hehe). I told Nisha, "Nisha, I have an idea, which will give us more time". Nisha laughed, "Raj!! wow you have an idea...but it is not about experimenting the idea..it is more about to get more time to know each other".

I said, "See, you and myself both are having the CAT exam. We both will tell to our families that the after the result we will decide about marriage..(heheh...parents never say "No" for studies)"

She shouted lightly,"Rajjjjjjjj...you know na, we both have not filled the CAT exam and you are saying about it result...are you madddd?? I will not going to tell lie to my Papa".

I can see her eyebrows getting raised and the three lines getting appeared on her forehead. (These girls never tell lie to their family..such a baby girl..heheh).

I explained,"Nisha, in GEETA it is written that to save someone's life, a lie spoken never remains lie. It is a good deed (heheh), in fact here we will save our life before taking the right decision for our partner"

Nisha seemed to be little convinced and i could see her eyebrows getting normal from being raised (hehe)..

She said, "Hmm, you are smart enough..in fundey baji..haahah..O.K. we will say the same that we are having the exam and we will decide about each other liking's after the result ..because after CAT exam we have to prepare for our GDs and interviews..haahah..you are such a liar Raj.. i will be speaking lie only for you man"

We both continued our lovable virtual date for an hour more. We both were going for Diwali celeberation to our home.

I wish you all, "Happy Diwali"

Let us see what happen at our home...

VIRTUAL DATE: SHE LIKE ME..

Nisha and I remained quite for a moment.. I can still see the worries in her eyes. I was worried but i don't want to make the things more tense on our "First Virtual Date". In fact, i want it (our dating) to be more fruitful and more lovable.

I take the lead and break down the moment silence aroused (the answers to be responded by us to our families about our liking's). I said, "Nisha.. let us make the things clearer.. i know it is early rather awkward to ask that what you think about me (I spoke heavily with heavy breath)".

She raised her eyebrows and said,"Raajjjj..you know na..it is too early to say anything. And how straight you have asked this question from me, Man!"

I know that it is too early to decide about both us..I said, "We have to give answers to our parents.. I have an idea for that but before that i want to know your views about me"

Nisha said politically ,"Koi nahi Raj!! I will handle my Papa..you just take care of aunty's (my mom) questions"
(I know girls generally do not give the answers of these type questions straight.. infact whether to know they liked you or not is more typical than cracking the IITJEE.

I became little impatient but i have the experience to get the answer from smart girls (heheh). I said, "It implies that you do not like me.. but you don't want to tell me ..bcoz i may not feel bad (i really don' want to hear this from her..hehe).. but i believe in making things more pragmatic and real. I want to make it clear that i like you very much (the very unromantic way of saying such a wonderful girl)...but to make things more better and to understand you better, i want to know your views clear (hehe)"

She was hearing me patiently and then she shift her sitting position on the bed. She put teddy behind and said,"Raj, how unromantic you are !! Is this way you are proposing me or what (she was smiling and little bit angry with me..but main aisa hi hooonn). "

I smiled and said softly,"Nisha i am just telling you..before saying "Yes" to my  family, if things worked i will propose you..i will propose you their in Mumbai only before saying "Yes" to my mom and before our official family meeting (to see you and your family on traditional tea ritual)"

She was smiling and laughing slowly, "Acha teek hain..you want to know hw do i like you.. i think you are O.K"

The lines on my forehead became dense,"O.K.  what O.K. (i never expect that she will said me simply O.K ):) "

She laughed loudly and said,"Acha teek hain.. i think i  like you...now tell me what we should tell to our families"

Now the ball is in my court..It is my turn to tell her the idea ...

Virtual date continued - How to delay "ENGAGED"

Nisha accept my video call. She appeared on my laptop screen. Nisha was in her favourite green colour suit (she was in her formals.. i dont know why so much formality, but girls are more decent than guys).

Nisha said,"hey..hiiiiiiii..kaisey hoin??". i am sitting in front of my laptop, i waved my hand and replied,"i am fine Nisha..tum kaisi hoin??"

She was smiling. Her hairs were below her shoulders. She was wearing a punjabi suit having the "Kadai work (Indian name of stitching)" on the suit. Her forehead was as smooth as sleeping ocean. Her eyebrows were as sharp as sloping mountain ranges. The eyes were as full as mountain river. Her nose slope down perfectly as the ice melting and flowing down the hill. The lips were perfectly curved as the sleek moon smiling in the clear sky before "Amavsya". Her lips were as full as fresh rose. Her cheek was as pointed as meeting point of two rivers.
At this point my heart says,
"She looks perfect and fine but my heart is afraid whether she would be mine".

She smile and said,"I am also fine raj..aur tum batao tumhara kaisa chal raha sab". I was adhoring her and my heart was falling  for her (after all such a pretty girl is with you on your virtual date), i was lost and was looking at her (in fact staring, heheh). She waived her hand in the air and said, "hey helllooooo...kya hua.. you there".

I get awoken from her world of beauty and replied, "arrey haan.. yes i am there..i am looking at your room ..(i lied, dont want to say that i lost myself in her beauty)..u manage your room gud".

Behind her room i can see one more single bed (she shares her room with her room partner i.e. Megha, both Nisha and Megha are maha darpok, they afraid to sleep alone), lying parallel to Nisha's bed, on which she was sitting, with a table lamp standing on the side table between the two beds. The light of her room was pretty dim. Her room walls appeared to be of pink colour. Also a teddy bear (big one )was sitting along with her.

Nisha's raised her eyes and said laughingly, "Itni jaldi, how can you see my room.. i know you are doing butter polish..anywys thanks..waisey i am  not able to see your room. But the song i can hear in your background is gud (Badey achey lagtey hoin...was playing in my room)."

Then she become little mature and said, "How is everyone at your home? Are you going home on diwali??

I said, "Hmmm...pata nahi !! shayad yes?? are you not going home on diwali??'

She said with a pause, "Haan, but i dont want to go..you know all that marriage stuff"

Nisha also want to get settled down, but she also want to know her life partner. She do believe in arrange marriage but she wants to know the guy better before marriage. It is obvious that during diwali, parents of both of us want to know about our liking to each other (but liking and getting married are different issues.)

Nisha said confusedly, "You know Raj, papa will ask the same question about marriage"

I said,"Nisha, my mom will ask the same thing."

Nisha said, hesitantly, "Further, my papa don't like to continue  with you like this, if i said "No""

Nisha's "No" means that she dont like me (if she want to know me more before saying "Yes"). I also dont want to get rejected by such a wonderful princess. Further how can i say "No" for her to my Mom. But i also want  to know her before saying "YES" to her.

The problem is how continue to new relation "KNOWING EACH OTHER" before getting into the relation, "ENGAGED".

Virtual date with my proposed bride..

My Moblie rings, "Hello! Raj h ru ?? what are you doing?".
I have not expected her call at this time (it is about 11:30 pm. I am going to my sleep) but her unexpected call from new number makes me confuse, "Nisha is this you?".
She laughs and says, "Haan Raj!! Nisha is this side.. I have changed my mobile no. (then she takes breath) and i think you might be free now".
I always loved to love such a adorable girl but i am feeling tried ( i have not slept for past 2 days due  to office works.. Office sucks me!!). My heart wants to continue with her but my body is getting restless (i am feeling sleepy). But where there is a will there is way, i forget my fatigue and follow my heart.

I say, "Thats fine!! atleast you have informed me your new number. Acha can we have vedio chat now".

Actually i  want to meet her but mine and hers' office schedule is obstructing ours' meeting. We have planned a meeting at delhi but it get drained due to my office works. Anyways in this world of internet, life have become easy and people have come closer. This is the option for what we both are looking out. We intended to meet but  due to busy schedule we decided to have the video chat (thanks to gmail, yahoo etc hehe..).

Nisha is also free and she agreed (i think she is becoming more friendly with me ..). We decided to meet online within 15 minutes.

I forget my fatigue. I open up the light of my study room (here i usually keep my laptop). My lappy (laptop) is lying on the table. My study room is full of my out of world thoughts (whether weird, awkward, generous etc all types of thoughts). The walls are coated with light brown paint. The table, chair, music system and a king -size bed (i  mean my lovely double bed on which i sleep like a king hehe) are pre-occupied in the 5m x 6 m  size of my room. On one of room walls, one can find my wall papers (after all, i am the hero of mine..). There is a rack piled up with books (i love reading whether it is "five point some" or reading "chacha chuadary"  comics), music cds (devotional, romantic and instrumental songs), movies, documentaries and offcourse my a Photoframe. A blank photoframe still rest on a side table of my bed.

This time i am not panic (last time when i call her, i feel some anxiety). I am feeling my room more filled with desire, hope and love. I washed my face, changed clothes (wear a t-shirt and a pyajama), comb hair and
 get ready for "VIRTUAL DATING" with my first proposed bride.

I played my cd-player, let the music be filled in the room, "Badey achey lagtey hoin ..",(i am loving this song). I put lappy on and log on to my gmail account. Send her chat request (to add her in friend list) and waited for her reply (it is  about 10 min past, we have spoken).

As soon as i send her the  request, she approved my request and appeared with green colour bulb, "Nisha" being shown in my gmail chat list. I click her name and click on "camera icon", to start with our "FIRST VIRTUAL DATING".

My first Love

It has been about a week, since then we both are conversing together. She does not know that i am narrating my experience with her here on this blog. How does the time passes with her, i don't know. I am felling in love with her each and every day.

After my five break ups, i want to settle down (they all were not broken due to anyone's mistake but i was destined to have these break ups). About them, i will later, but the first love is always a first love. I still remeber my first proposal.

 My first girl friend was Neha (when i was in Class IX). She was my classmate. I propose her in a very romantic way. One day early in the morning she was in the class. She was alone (she used to come early to the class and i also ). She was sitting in the room in white shirt and skirt (still i remember how pretty she looked in our school dress). The day was a sunny day and month of November (Semi- finals were scheduled in Next month). She was doing some Mathmatics problem ( i was good in Maths and topper of my class hehe..)

She was sitting in the first row, the  room was occupied with her persence (she was only there). I used to admire her since class VI. We were very gud friends, but i never had the courage to propose her.
I enter the room, saw her and said "hello!! Neha, How are you". She replied with her sparking smile, "Hi!! Raj, How are you.. I am fine.. Have you done saini mam questions (Mathmatics teacher)".

I put my school bag on last row seat ( I was always a beck bencher, hehe!! It was pleasant to see the class from back.. u can do anything and can see anything you want heheh!!) . Then I came towards her seat and said, "Yup!! i am done with them..have you not done".

She was still sitting, looking down in her math book and her hairs were falling over her face. I had always wished to touched her hairs with my hand and move them from her pretty face over her ears.
She replied, "No!! Raj, my answer is not coming right. I hate algebra.. You help me Yaar!!".

I always wanted to help her (who the hell will not want to help the girl he loved!!, Also i love Algebra..hehe). I replied, "Just show me the question, where you are not getting the answer", i moved and sit in the seat next to her to help her.

She turns her face towards me and put the NCERT math book over my hand and said, "Raj! solve this .. these questions sucks!!". She was looking very pretty and she was sitting close to me. Her warm breath was touching my hand. I said, "Neha, O.K i will solve the problem for you.. But only this one. Then don't ask me to solve the whole homework". i take the book and note book from her and solve the question. I also taught her the way to solve the problems graphically. (Algebra become were very easy with graphs yaar!!)

She said, "Thanks Raj!! you have solve my problem. You always has been a great friend of me". She touch her soft hand over my hand (I still remember her soft hands). Then she came close to me.

Her breathe become more close (Still 30 minutes in the class to start, no one has come then). I want to say something but words do not spell ot of my mouth. I looked into her eyes, my eyeballs get fixed to her eyeballs. I can see the love in her eyes. We both see deep into each other eyes for 5 min (this happen again when i saw the pic of Nisha, for the first time). I move little forward towards her eyes. She bent more towards me. Her eyes get more deeper into my eyes. I move further towards her, deeper into her eyes. I can see her soul and she can see my soul. We both move further towards each other face and finally our noses get obstruct. She looks pretty. I can see her eyelids, her eyeballs,  her eyebrows, her nose and her lips. They seemed larger than anything. I tilt my face clear the obstruction and i move more closer. She remain the still. Mine lips touch her's. She close her eyes. I closed my lips with her lips and finally a sensation was felt in me. Yes i kissed, i kissed her. It was my first kiss. I kissed her deeply.

This is how i purposed her, I proposed a girl for the first time.. Now it is the time to fell in love again!!